My step dad said I’m too pussy to kill myself

Holding grudges has never been my thing but for some reason the words “you’re too big of a pussy to kill yourself” really got me.

I haven’t spoken to my step dad or been to my mom’s house since he said that to me over 6 months ago.

Even though he’s a monster for saying those words I don’t hate him. I still think he’s a good husband and for the most part a good man. I just don’t care to be around negative energy.

So I guess I’ll sadly just have to wait for my stepdad to die to have a relationship with my mom again.

#jewbreath